{"id":240,"date":"2017-02-17T12:30:19","date_gmt":"2017-02-17T11:30:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dev.agostinjani.org\/malti\/riflessjonijiet-u-artikli\/ray-francalanza-riflessjonijiet-u-artikli\/vjaggi-fil-luna-park-tal-hajja-2\/"},"modified":"2017-02-17T12:30:19","modified_gmt":"2017-02-17T12:30:19","slug":"vjaggi-fil-luna-park-tal-hajja-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/agostinjani.org\/mt\/riflessjonijiet-u-artikli\/ray-francalanza-riflessjonijiet-u-artikli\/vjaggi-fil-luna-park-tal-hajja-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Vja\u0121\u0121i\u2026fil-Luna Park tal-\u0127ajja !"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Veru li \u0127afna drabi nkunu ffukati biss fuq dak li nag\u0127mlu u nkunu qed ng\u0127ixu\u2026imma sa mill-qedem nett, fil-verita\u2019, l-bniedem dejjem \u0127abbel mo\u0127\u0127u b\u2019domandi &#8211; e\u017cistenzjali &#8211; dwar<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>il-bidu tieg\u0127u, l-iskop tieg\u0127u fil-\u0127ajja u x\u2019ji\u0121ri wara din il-\u0127ajja. Mhux kul\u0127add jara l-\u0127ajja tal-bniedem bl-istess mod\u2026.anke a\u0127na min jaf kemm filosofiji &#8211; nu\u010b\u010balijiet jkollna\u2026tant hu hekk li teoriji hawn \u0127afna\u00a0:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Teorija minnhom tqabbel il-\u0127ajja ma\u2019 palk. Din it-teorija tg\u0127id li d-dinja hi l-palk li fiha a\u0127na lkoll g\u0127andna parti x\u2019nilg\u0127abu\/na\u0127dmu. (<em>Hemm bi\u010b\u010ba verita\u2019 fl-issue tal-maskri\/kpiepel li lkoll nilbsu skond i\u010b-\u010birkustanzi sfortunatament<\/em>!). Fir-<em>role play<\/em> nafu nkunu jew atturi prin\u010bipali, jew parti mill-folla jew spettaturi biss. Hi teorija li fiha bi\u010b\u010ba verita\u2019\u2026imma li t\u0127allik biered g\u0127ax wara..kul\u0127add jer\u0121a\u2019 jmur lura g\u0127ar-rutina tieg\u0127u.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<ul>\n<li>Teorija o\u0127ra tg\u0127id li a\u0127na biss parti &#8211; insinifikanti &#8211; minn univers s\u0127i\u0127. Din it-teorija ovvja, twaqqa\u2019 l-ideja ta\u2019 grandezza u pompo\u017cita\u2019 li \u0127afna drabi \u0121ieli nbatu minnha..<em>it\u2019s all about me<\/em>! Hi teorija kies\u0127a u arida..g\u0127ax tg\u0127idilna li a\u0127na bla valur..li a\u0127na parti\u010bella biss, li bina u ming\u0127ajrna l-istess, li qablek u warajk id-dinja se tibqa miexja..insomma li m\u2019int xejn..numru, spazju li qed tu\u017ca biss. L-i\u017cjed l-i\u017cjed ..forsi tiswa xi \u0127a\u0121a g\u0127all-\u0127idma tieg\u0127ek\u2026g\u0127alkemm anke hawn\u2026hemm \u0127addiehor li jista\u2019 jag\u0127mel li qed tag\u0127mel int.\u00a0<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<ul>\n<li>Imbag\u0127ad hemm twemmin &#8211; mhux tejorija din id-darba &#8211; u hu twemmin ta\u2019 sliem u barka. Dan it-twemmin (<em>tag\u0127na li nemmnu<\/em>) jg\u0127idilna li a\u0127na \u0121ejna ma\u0127luqin mill-im\u0127abba, biex (hawn) ng\u0127ixu l-im\u0127abba u li fl-a\u0127\u0127ar immorru ngawdu l-im\u0127abba dejjiema. (<em>Il-bambin biss jaf kemm braxniha din ix-xbieha ori\u0121inali\u00a0!<\/em>) F\u2019dan it-twemmin, il-linja ta\u2019 \u0127sieb hi totalment differenti mit-tnejn li semmejt\u00a0..jg\u0127idilna..li a\u0127na lkoll g\u0127eziez, lkoll ma\u0127buba, li a\u0127na mhux numru jew o\u0121\u0121etti jew bi\u010b\u010ba la\u0127am\/role..a\u0127na persuni..u li l-\u0121enna ma tkunx kompluta..jekk ma nkunx hemm fiha jien\/int\/a\u0127na.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Huma sfumaturi tal-\u0127ajja dawn\u00a0! Jien semmejt tlett kurrenti biss..imma dawn jg\u0127idu volumi fuqna. Naturalment min ma jridx jivve\u0121ita biss, min hu o\u0121\u0121ettiv u min irid jib\u017ca g\u0127al \u0127ajtu (<em>g\u0127ax a\u0127na din biss g\u0127andna<\/em>\u00a0!)..ti\u0121i\u0127 naturali li ja\u0127seb fuq \u0127ajtu. A\u0127na meta nikbru g\u0127andna l-vanta\u0121\u0121 li n\u0127arsu lura u naraw kif kien it-tra\u0121itt tag\u0127na\u2026nindunaw kemm inbdilna, kemm \u017cdiedu saffi (Hemm ktieb jismu <em>Pentimento <\/em>ta\u2019 Lilian Hellmen li jmiss dan is-su\u0121\u0121ett), naraw x\u2019g\u0127amlilna \u017c-\u017cmien..x\u2019serqilna (a) id-da\u0127k, li ma tkunx imtaqqal b\u2019\u0127afna \u0127sibijiet, l-illu\u017cjoni, l-fantasija, l-ispontanjeta\u2019, l-g\u0127otja, is-safa\u2026u l-istag\u0127\u0121ib <em>(tkun zg\u0127ir tara l-\u0127ajja qisek apprentist..a\u0127na narawha b\u2019g\u0127ajn kritika\/analitika<\/em>). (b) Tkun \u017cg\u0127ir\u2026.tajjeb\u2026g\u0127ax til\u0127aq la jkollok id-difetti u l-kri\u017cijiet ta\u017c-\u017cg\u0127a\u017cag\u0127 u lanqas il-vizzji u l-konformi\u017cmu tax-xju\u0127. (c) U tkun tfajjel\u2026 tkun g\u0127adek \u0127ieles..\u0127ieles mill-\u0127afna irbit li g\u0127andna llum\u00a0: karriera, kif tidher, ambizzjoni, il-protagoni\u017cmu, it-<em>toys<\/em>, l-aller\u0121iji li jkollna, li tirnexxi, kemm tipprodu\u010bi u tirnexxi, kemm tirba\u0127, \u0127ieles mill-\u0127afna \u010bniser u n\u010bensar li nu\u017caw ta\u2019 kuljum biex jse\u0127\u0127ilna niksbu dak li nfettlu \u0121o mo\u0127\u0127na. <em>X\u2019meskinita\u00a0! Ifhem tiddejjaq issemmihom u ikar tiltaqa\u2019 mag\u0127hom..imma hemm huma\u00a0\u2026.parti mill-fatt li ng\u0127ixu f\u2019dinja imperfetta\u00a0! An unfinished symphony\u00a0!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>G\u0127alhekk hemm bi\u010b\u010ba g\u0127erf li <em>tg\u0127ix kemm tista\u2019<\/em> i\u017c-\u017cmien li tkun fih\u2026jum b\u2019jum\u2026g\u0127ax ma jer\u0121ax ji\u0121i\u00a0! Malli n\u0127allu t-tfulija..a\u0127na\u2026nibdew induru id-dinja..il-Luna Park tal-\u0127ajja..dawra durella..ng\u0127idilha jien..fis-sens li tmur fejn tmur, tag\u0127mel x\u2019tag\u0127mel, tg\u0127ix kemm tg\u0127ix\u2026fl-a\u0127\u0127ar meta jsir il-\u0127in tmur lura d-dar. Xi kultant l-\u0127ajja u r-rutina ssir l-istess \u017cugraga..alla\u0127ares ma tag\u0127tix skop lil dak li tag\u0127mel\u00a0! Il-\u0127ajja hekk ukoll\u00a0: l-i\u017cvillup tal-bniedem qatt mhu lineari imma \u010birkolari. Minn fejn tibda hemm ter\u0121a tispi\u010b\u010ba\u00a0! Jaf jkun \u017cmien sabi\u0127..ta\u2019 fer\u0127, ta\u2019 tgawdija, ta\u2019 pa\u010bi\u2026 jew jaf jkun \u017cmien ta\u2019 \u0127afna g\u0127ejja, u\u0121ie\u0127, stonaturi, u ambigwitajiet..<em>hemm \u0127ajku li juru dan\u00a0:<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Kemm hawn min ma jiftiehem qatt fil-\u0127ajja i\u017cd\u2019 issa jiftehmu fil-qabar.<\/li>\n<li>Kemm hawn min jid\u0127ak quddiem in-nies (b\u0127al buffu) u mbag\u0127ad jibki meta jkun wa\u0127du.<\/li>\n<li>Kemm hawn min ivja\u0121\u0121a \u0127afna postijiet imma mbag\u0127ad qatt ma g\u0127amel vja\u0121\u0121 f\u2019qalbu.<\/li>\n<li>Kemm nies jmutu\u2026 min\u0127abba l-ikel fost affarijiet o\u0127ra..il-bi\u010b\u010ba hi li x\u2019imkien bi\u017c-\u017cejjed..x\u2019mkien iehor bin-nieqes.<\/li>\n<li>Kemm hawn min meta kien g\u0127adu tifel kien jibni l-kastelli bir-ramel u llum li kiber ..baqa\u2019 imwebbel bihom.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>U ma nindunawx li \u017c-\u017cmien jkun g\u0127addej minn fuqna\u2026il-fenominu tal-arlo\u0121\u0121 li ma jiqafx\u00a0! Ifhem qed ng\u0127ixu fi zmien fejn donnu drajna x\u2019irridu naraw jew ninjoraw\u2026forsi g\u0127alhekk inbatu wkoll biex nifhmu u naraw lil Alla\u2026.<em>g\u0127ax dejjem f\u2019binari differenti<\/em>\u00a0:\u2026a\u0127na jekk tin\u0127aq \u0127mara nid\u0127ku, imma Alla jitg\u0127axxaq biha\u2026 <em>a\u0127na anki n-nu\u010b\u010bali tal-\u0127ajja differenti<\/em>\u2026. a\u0127na l-bnedmin no\u0127olqu l-ajruplani..imma Alla jo\u0127loq l-g\u0127asafar. B\u0127alma ma nindunawx ukoll kemm drabi\u2026wara l-\u0127lewwa jinkixef il-morr, il-pja\u010bir jinbidel fi dwejjaq, il-gost f\u2019imrar, il-\u0127bieb f\u2019g\u0127edewwa, is-sa\u0127\u0127a f\u2019mard, l-im\u0127abba f\u2019mibg\u0127eda, il-\u0127ajja f\u2019mewt. U zidu ma\u2019 dawn kull \u0127a\u0121a li zzommna \u2018l isfel, mg\u0127aff\u0121a\/fgati\u00a0: rutina, xog\u0127ol, mard, di\u017cappunti, kantaliena s\u0127i\u0127a ta\u2019 negattivita\u2019, xi umiljzzjoni, we\u0121g\u0127a, anki \u010berti affarijiet li tara madwarek li t\u0127osshom\u00a0: b\u0127al meta tara (a) it-tajjeb jbati min\u0127abba l-\u0127azen, (b) meta frott id-dlam (piki, vendetti, g\u0127ira) jit\u0127assru relazzjonijiet u pro\u0121etti, (c) meta tara l-mewt g\u0127al xejn, (d) l-ipokrezija, il-gidba, interessi vestiti, l-opportuni\u017cmu, e\u010b\u010b.<\/p>\n<p>\u00bb<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Veru li \u0127afna drabi nkunu ffukati biss fuq dak li nag\u0127mlu u nkunu qed ng\u0127ixu\u2026imma sa mill-qedem nett, fil-verita\u2019, l-bniedem dejjem \u0127abbel mo\u0127\u0127u b\u2019domandi &#8211; e\u017cistenzjali &#8211; 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